Posted by at 11th October, 2007

There’s something so essential about good rock music. It scrapes the weight off your soul like a cheese grater. Tuesday was one of those heavy days, so I left the office late in the afternoon with the Foo Fighters. I have their new album. It’s amazing.
I had to get out. I needed to go hiking. With my iPod in hand I left. The music blared and the sun broke. I felt alive. I hiked a while down a trail till I came upon an old railroad bridge that ran over the Stillaguamish River. I make my way to the middle of the bridge and sat down, watching the river race by. As I sat there I noticed something in the water. There was one a first. Then another. Then tons of them. Salmon were running and upstream, right under me. I watched them for a while, making their way upstream.
Jumping and struggling with such a passion to get nowhere in a hurry. What lay ahead? Spawning and death. I wondered why they were in such a rush. It reminded me of our lives. We’re in such a hurry to die. We don’t think of it like that, but that’s what we’re doing. Always staying busy. Always on that upstream push.
I sat and meditated for a while, praying and praising God. I just let the peace of creation soak in all around me.
As I hiked back to my car one things occurred to me. I swim upstream too much.
Stuart,
I am glad you are getting out of the office. Sounds like a hike is just what you needed to have some time alone with the Lord. Being a director is overwhelming at times, but that is why you need to depend on God. Swimming upstream is a battle especially if everything is pulling you downstream. The river eddys are places of rest and tranquility. Keep going there when you are tired and weary. The Lord is waiting there for you and will renew your strength. Blessings to you my friend.
hey man – just stumbled onto your blog. great post and thoughts… glad you got out of the office to fight some foo. peace.
great to have you here aaron!